What a wonderful world it would be...

Louis Armstrong sang wisely "The colors of the rainbow are so pretty in the sky
Are also on the faces of people going by
I see friends shaking hands saying how do you do
They're really saying I love you".

It makes me wonder one thing despite the beautiness of the world. I am talking about the thing that how people nowadays put "wacky" person or ad/hd person to his/her own box. We have too many boxes for everything. Today it's no good to show all your person's sides whatsoever. If someone is feeling depressed for a two weeks, some might be just like "hey, you should see doctor, maybe he can help you and give you medicine". We have too many diagnoses for too many things, that we aren't even sure do these things really exist..

For example, the pain of the artist (painting, photographing etc) is based on the fact that the misery times of life gives your creational side more boost. The best thing is that you can use pain as a tool to great visions. Not that many artist get inspired by joy or such, sometimes yes, but more of some sudden sadness, depression, problems, or other hard things. What if someone takes that gift away from you, 'cause somebody thinks that "well, this person may be too artistic, unstable, or little bit bipolar". Well, I dare you who wants to destroy the great power of creation by make people feel too stable due to medication. To me, it seems to be like a mental lobotomy.

What if someone is too good at math and let's say maybe suffer from antisocial life? What is the drug to medicate antisocial and shy people? Do we give them a dose of social media every day to make them "whole again"? Where you can draw the line of ridiculous acts and true, good acts of giving meds?

I can say based on my own experiments, that some doctors, actually quite many, order you some meds when you go there and say that you feel depressed. Actually if you are stupid of wise enough I think you could get anything you want, almost, if you know what the symptoms are to which disease.

I understand that if you have cancer, a bad one, you get medication, kemo and such things, it is concrete and quite obvious. But what is the line of telling what is the mental disease or is it just the great part of the man's nature?

What if we had a one day time to have this experiment to medicate everybody "little bit unstable, out of track" people for fun? What would happen? We had punch of zombies walking down the street, or even worse sitting at home feeling this hollow and empty feeling in his soul: "I can't feel a thing, not a damn thing".

I was depressed 2012, due to diagnose which doc gave me (because divorce, which led to identity crises etc). I remember the only one thing that still scares me. Not the sadness, the tears, but after when that actually quite comfortable curtain came down, I didn't feel anything. I was sitting on grass, I saw bird, I though "that is so pretty and innocent", even tough, it didn't feel it. The worst thing was, I knew what I assume me to feel in each situation, and I didn't get any vibes. Nothing. Zero. Kaputt. Felt like dead inside. Like a god damn walking dead. Hey, keep me me walking, 'cause I can't feel my soul any more.

So for the love of god, give people chance to show the great potential to be themselves the best they can as they are, 'cause if you take us away our feelings and make our fragile soul feel empty, I can guarantee that it will be the beginning of true self-distruction.

Sadly, part of me says, that it has already begun.

- Ellu/BlazeEye