It’s a terrible feeling when you feel your soul snap and break inside you. It’s horrible to feel the weight of loneliness and sadness snap it in half. Today I just came to truly realize how happy she is without me and that she is quite over and through me. Funny thing is that she said I wouldn’t have any problem getting over her. Strange how little she grew to know me in 5years. Everytime I see her I feel happy, but I think the smile I have for her is so fake and forced. It’s not that I really don’t feel happy when I see her, I do honestly. It’s just that I really am also very lonely and sad without her in my life. I’ve really come to understand how sad and lonely I am without her only a while ago. I really understand now, why it is almost better for people to separate in anger.
The fire inside slumbers and dies, if not cared for…